Caramel Speaks

The day that began and ended it all was yesterday, December 29, 2013. I guess, romance requires really a hard work to be figured out. All I can do now is write an article to end the worst and start the best. Usually, I have this urge to observe and criticize every relationship that is passing by in front of me but that would be a no-no to anyone. Let’s start picking the worst of memories and start replacing them. First, there was this guy that I loved, oh, for heaven’s sake, it must have been just a puppy love. Well, so there he is. It was amazing. He is someone who would listen, care and comment on everything that I share. He accepted me for who I am and maybe for what I have become through the years that we spent together. The first time that we held hands was sort of magical. His hands were shaking as if he did something that was very wrong, well, those times at our age, it was truly something prohibited for a girl and a boy. The relationship that we had was not at all a se...

First, your voice. Then, two love signs. Then, your name displayed inside a car. What do these mean?

Gonna have to complete a song before the sem ends. The thought goes like this: "It's okay, it's alright. Don't you fret my child. Has the world left you tonight?" **teary eyes...

Leaving is inevitable. Living is venerable. Loving is to be vulnerable. Ignoring feelings and exchanging them to silence for the sake of limiting oneself before the agony of absence and self-pity will not be surmountable to an existence worth lived for. Most humans are in the mode of being unreachable to the point of breakdown.  Seeing and feeling are two different senses taken for granted as one. Understanding thoughts on your own and letting them be perceived by another would be trivial. Everyone must learn how to share, think and feel alike at one specific meeting point in a dimension they never knew existed until they let it. The state of one’s mind boggles upon the vision of the chance of a lifetime. It turns like a spinning wheel or a log running down the hill or the rain dropping heavily with air blowing gustily. That clear day when the rest of the world’s busted, the only thing apparent to the mind was the heart. But the feelings worsen about a day or two, then tar...

I am quite excited for loaded programming sessions this semester. I would be really challenged and I have just realized that I will be able to learn more this semester. I’ll give my very best and I’ll try harder and harder whenever I fail. Consider the extent of what I could do after all these! Amazing!  All hearts to this semester! Woohoo! :D

Yesterday, I did something that made me happy. It was not closing a great deal with businessmen in the corporate industry nor was it a big accomplishment in my career. “Stop constantly waiting for something”, that was what I held on to. Most of my days were spent on choosing not to pursue things that I’m not confident of excelling in because it is really the natural order of the things in universe. But yesterday was very different. I was floating in the midst of uncertainty that the only thing clear in my mind was I just want to do that specific thing and leave my safest cradle for a while. Fifteen minutes before I went outside my prison, this dormitory of some sort, I started preparing. I washed my face, brushed my teeth, changed clothes and put on socks and shoes. I was thinking about why I am going to do this. I could not even explain why I ended up getting ready for this but I just wanted to do this. I stared at the mirror and looked at myself for the next thirty seconds. I s...

"There are many stages that the heart goes through..."