And The Choice
If there is one thought that keeps on boggling my mind these past few days was a very simple question, ‘are you happy’? With the things going on in my life lately, that should have easily been answered by either a yes or a no. But what keeps me from answering it? Well, myself. I am too tired of being useless and helpless. I am too exposed to the world that it almost extracts everything from me. I do not even know what I am capable of doing because I haven’t done anything significant for a short period of time. Sometimes, I am numb. Sometimes, I feel so emotional. But there are also times when everything feels normal and back on track again, when? Whenever I talk to people close to my heart, I feel a sense of being and belonging; that I could do something for them in any way to serve them and the world we belong to; that I could express myself in the best possible way; that I could tell them everything. I guess the last one doesn’t always count. I keep moments, fears, and...