Caramel Speaks

Ten minutes. Please talk. Nine minutes. Please talk. Eight minutes. Please talk. Seven minutes. Please talk. Six, five, four minutes. Please talk. Three minutes. He won’t talk. Please talk. Two minutes. Say hello at least. One minute. Last chance, just say hello. Thirty seconds. Please? He did not talk to me. Oh well. 

What really happens when you like a person and you do not have the guts to tell him because you are so afraid to be  hurt and rejected, or because you are thinking you are not yet ready for any other responsibilities towards the other person, or because you are better to be alone? What really happens when you feel like life was pulling you back and forth and whatever you do won’t be enough for the people around you and you would never receive any compliment, just criticisms and more criticisms? What really happens when everything around you feels like falling apart and you have nothing to do but watch your life shattering before you? What really happens when the people you are really close with and you can share anything with are not available in times of deepest grief and despair? What really happens when you feel so alone, that even if you convince yourself that you have other people who would listen to you, it just doesn’t feel right? What really happens ...

If those days were longer, If I told you how I feel, If those moments lasted forever, Maybe something would be real. Whenever you are beside me, Everything feels surreal, Everything becomes happy I wish this could always be. You tickled not only my foot, but my heart You always crack jokes and prank You’re sometimes grumpy and moody Yet, I still adore your personality. I left my heart there Please bring it back here For it continuously looks for a pair Until you can find me Couldn’t keep on thinking about you, Because no matter what I do You never left my head And emotions never ended. Impossible as it may seem You only came as a dream Never to be real or true But my heart’s shouting for you. I travelled with you I walked with you I shared moments with you Now, all I want is to be with you. You need to unmask my feelings, For I don’t have the guts to speak You need to know what’s missing For our searching h...

Strokes on canvass Keeping in touch with your eyes Loving you was one thing No, it seemed to be everything. Strokes on canvass Why have you left so fast? Never thought you would come Never knew you’d also be gone. Strokes on canvass So colorful it was Textures of temperament, To do the can and cannot. Strokes on canvass You have shown me paradise Lucky was I at your side Making colors last alive. Strokes on canvass May you not forget our past? It’s a simple thought That we had our insight Strokes on canvass Oh, I adore you I never knew I do But this time I’ll tell you. Strokes on canvass Whatever you do As long as it makes you happy, I’m happy too. Strokes on canvass A display of love that lasts A scene that I won’t forget Was when our love was felt. Strokes on canvass However, I don’t know if you knew How much my heart yearns for you, But maybe time will show you. Strokes on canvass I can’t s...

I hope in Thee for us.